Jan. 31, 2016
If you really care, then there is really hope , and all is good. Just let it go , because if this is you, the true you, don't be afraid , all is good. How can it be wrong when it feels so right? Don't hide it , but let it be known that you know who your creator is. I never knew what it was all about.
I was once a lost soul in every sense of the word. How could there possibly be a God when all this bad was happening to me for all these years. The only thing I believed in is that there is nothing you can believe in and no one you can count on. Nobody had my back, I had no shoulders to cry on, and I was just so damn mad at the whole world, or anyone that was happy in it anyway. How could they be so happy? I was miserable and they were laughing. I hated them. I had no one to talk to , I think that is why I write so much now. My wife and I were distant with each other, my son didn't want to be around me, my brothers and sister were having a family feud, my parents are dead and I don't really have any what you could call close friends. I used to think all the time that if I died that there would not be a person in this world that would care the least little bit. Not one. In fact there are probably more that would be glad if I were to die. That's what I thought anyway. I was a complete mess. You did not even want to mention God’s name around me. I even started to read up on literature on proof that there is no way there can be a God or a creator. How could so many cosmologist be wrong? All I can say about where I was heading was the wrong way on a one-way street!!!
Then one day I had a talk with a man. I listened to what he had to say about Jesus and he showed me how to ask the Lord forgiveness for my sins and he introduced me to the power of prayer. A long story short.....Now instead of waking up in the morning and thinking "Oh no, another day in hell" I wake up and thank the Lord, first that I'm alive and well, then I thank him for letting me feel his love and making me so happy that I just want to do a triple back flip off the roof of my house, and then I plan my day so that I know I will do at least one deed that day that will put a smile on his face ! Now, It is all good! It is a win-win for everyone. Well , everyone but Satan.
There are many that tried to bring me down and make me give up . But,............... " Don't mistake my kindness for weakness". Just because I am mild and soft spoken , do not be fooled! There is a strength in me like you have never seen. Believe me , I've tried the devil’s way. I have met him. I feared him. I wasted years of my life for him. Then God stepped in and said "THAT'S ENOUGH" and unleashed me from the devils hold when I was hanging on to life with just a prayer.
This is how I know that God is the all powerful savior. Let fate and destiny go as God planned it . He gave us a powerful gift. Free Will. One chance is all we get. One chance is all we need. Just go for it . Do with what you have with the time you have left . Like the saying goes , "It is what it is". You were dealt your cards so make the best hand you can out of it. Don't worry about what other people have, just play your own cards , because God loves you even if you have a losing hand. Trust me on this because I have been a loser most of my life. Not now! Now, I'm all in !
PS. Carpe momentum et cetera sequientur
God bless you Friends
Gino
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